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Facebook changes

9/30/2020

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So,
It got pointed out to me that tomorrow, FB's TOS changes to let it take down whatever it wants in the hopes of keeping the torch and pitchfork mob off the backs of it's officers.
I don't personally think I'm gonna vanish from here tomorrow. I don't have a big following, I've never been in FB jail, and radical moderates don't bring in the clicks.
That said, it's no secret I've dared to harbor wrongthink on multiple occasions and without a scrap of remose. I figure I got nine in ten to still be here tomorrow. And assuming I don't do anything stupid like speak my mind between now and the election, I got seven in ten I'll be here by year's end.
So I spent last night watching cheesey movies and collecting pictures.
I don't particularly care about being kicked off this wretched site. I'm findable anywhere the words "Jay The Barbarian" are used, with my trusty black-and-blue banner behind it.
The thing is, your dead don't follow you to the next platform.
And I've been around long enough for quite a number of friends to have fallen by the wayside, and here being the last platform we've shared.
Picking up a few pictures to spark the old memory in days to come seemed as good a use of my fucking around before finding out time as any.
If I don't see you tomorrow, I'll see you anon.
Take care of yourselves out there.
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Early Autumn cleaning

9/28/2020

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I've reached the "hard drives and websites" portion of purging and tidying up my life, which is leading me into some weird reminiscence.
I've spent the past few years setting my personal boundaries with emotional defense in depth in mind. A memory from a week ago reminded me how I'm rating acquaintanceships on the guillotine scale now. (Who'd drag you to the guillotine if their tribe demanded it? Who'd be in the crowd cheering them on? Who'd be in the crowd not looking you in the eye or saying anything? And who'd be smart enough to not show up that day?) Which is disheartening, for someone who's spent most of his life trying to get along with everybody, but keeps me honest.
Earlier I checked Twitter for the first time in ages. I never use it. I'm just there to protect my brand. But going through the old following list gave me a couple instances of "oh, honey, I dumped your ass years ago for a reason!"
You can't satisfy everyone, although trying to be good to everyone can make it feel like you've come close sometimes.
For a long time, I was the type that tried to be good to everyone. Wound up putting a lot of good energy after bad that way.
These days, I'm more satisfied being as good to people as I'm able, and letting people have an easy path if they choose to take it.
If not, well, that's what my personal boundaries are mined at intervals for.
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Marines gonna Marine

9/27/2020

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So among all the hustle and bustle, same old arguments.
The Marines are working on having boot gender integrated at the platoon level. By law, they have within five years to make it happen at Parris Island, eight years at San Diego.
One of the new wrinkles mentioned this week is the possibility of closing down both bases and building a single new one, with integrated facilities from the ground up.
Honestly, if that's what it takes, why not?
I love my miserable PI memories, but let's face it, between the heat and the hurricanes, training time is only gonna be more difficult to execute going forward. San Diego has the heat problems plus California's laundry list of usual bullshit.
And we can train recruits anywhere. PI and San Diego are both tiny. Shut down San Diego, and the only thing the locals will notice is more parking at the airport.
Wherever gets used needs to be south of the old mason-Dixon line just to allow for more training in the winter, which makes me think of 29 Palms first off. Unfortunately, while it's great for making recruits miserable, logistics and infrastructure down there has to be a stone bitch.
The Times suggested buying parts of Ft. Leonard Wood from the Army, and the more I look at it, the more I like it. Closer to a highway than Lejeune, two MOS schools already there, winters cold enough to make recruits miserable but not so cold as to interrupt training... if we gotta go that route, Ft. Lost in the Woods may be a winner.
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The Taylor case

9/25/2020

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played out pretty much how I expected it to.

"Murder" is a legal term. And if the facts don't fit the definition, that charge ain't gonna be pressed no matter how loud it's yelled.


Louisville held the investigation open all summer (the FBI and IA investigations are still going on), avoiding both premature judgement and making a decision they knew wouldn't be welcomed in the middle of a long hot summer.


(If you're going to go on about Taylor's supposed misdeeds, fuck off. It's true that associating with professional criminals is one of the more effective ways to get yourself killed in this country. Doesn't mean I have to host people crowing over the corpse of a woman who by all accounts was busting her ass trying to turn her life around.)


Just because it wasn't legally a murder doesn't mean it wasn't a horrible fuckup that shouldn't have happened. Louisville has done about all they can at the local level to ensure that, with the passage of Breonna's law, it won't happen again. Unfortunately, it can't be used retroactively against her own killer.

The city's response to protests wasn't Lancaster PA's "not fucking around" model, but it was solidly in place and kept the violence to a minimum. With two officers wounded and $12M in what's effectively wergild, Louisville got off light but seems to be diligently applying lessons learned. I can only hope more of the country does so, but we'll see what happens.
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Cats can be trained, they just have to see the benefits.

9/22/2020

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Mine are bounty hunters.
Living in the south, you get bugs. No matter what you do, they'll show up.
Which makes them instant prey when you've chosen to share your home life with 8lb apex predators.
(Beatrice in particular is a barn cat sadly lacking in a barn)
That said, letting them eat cockroaches is a bit hazardous for their health.
So we started following hunts, taking away the corpses and struggling mortally wounded to be yote into the backyard, then coming back with treats.
And when I'd come home late, I'd start finding bodies left where they'd fallen. They'd be duly collected and treats appeared.
As of this morning, they've learned to go see me instead of bothering Abby when she's working. And sure enough, my routine today was pants, corpse disposal, treats, and then caffeine.
This is the way.
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workout change

9/22/2020

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Replaced my elliptical with a rower. I'm not quite up to speed with it, but I'm glad I made the switch.

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Police reform

9/20/2020

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Ultimately, any nationwide reform to police use of force law has to have four components.

One,

It MUST NOT be suicidal.
Nothing in said reform can put the officer at unnecessary risk to their life. You won't find officers you want who will follow it. You'll just find officers that will lie and falsify about it and prosecutors who will nail anyone they catch, not anyone conducting themselves wrong.

Two,

It MUST be consistent.
The ROE of our military during GWOT shifted with the political winds, to a tune called by the 24-hour news cycle. That CANNOT be allowed to happen with whatever statutes we end up in. Any needed changes must be examined, tested, trained, and THEN implemented.
No officer we want with a badge will work under conditions where one political decision will turn the legit action they did yesterday into something that will see them imprisoned tomorrow.

Three,

It MUST stand alongside our scrutiny of self-defense.
Right now as regards to legitimate shootings, there's a massively lopsided law and precedent disparity between the citizenry and the police. The badge should hold an officer to at least an equal standard, if not a higher one, not less stringent scrutiny.

Four,

It MUST be publicized to hell and back.
The proliferation of body cameras proved that having video doesn't mean shit if you don't know what you're watching. The public needs to be informed about the honest truth of deadly encounters to the police and what they entail. And by now we know damned well they're not going to get it from the press. Whatever it is, it needs to be known better than "just say no" or "only you can prevent forest fires. That's the level of publicity that needs to happen here. Nationally funded PSA's and such.
And that doesn't even get into the state and local political reforms that have to be enacted in order to make police reforms even feasible. The use of police as a revenue source is a real big turd in that punchbowl. And floating next to it is the rapidly growing segment of the population that simply cannot afford any encounter with the police.
It keeps on going.
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Oh, it's that day again.

9/11/2020

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No, I haven't forgotten. I don't think anyone who was alive and grown enough to pay attention can forget, however much they wished to. Almost three thousand souls in a single day, to applied hatred.
Nor am I forgetting now.
Where on average in this country, every day, of every week, for over twenty-five weeks, over a thousand people a day have died.
Alone.
Of a plague we have little inclination to fight but every inclination to use to whatever advantage we can.
A day where everyone from chest-thumping wannabe patriots to hand-wringing professional victims wants to remind us of death and our responses.
And I just want to shake my head. Death? I haven't just flirted with her. She's come out of a crowd to sit in my lap and play with my hair. She's spent the night more than once, and sometimes I made us breakfast.
Death doesn't just come en masse, when it's loud and bright and even sexy in a way you probably won't admit to yourself. She comes in the quiet times, the cold times. She's dressed for comfort and she's come from wherever else she is. She tries to be polite, because it's not often that people like her when she's working.
No, I haven't forgotten at all.
But I also remember how remembrance only takes us so far.
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I have been noticing something disturbing among the right...

9/9/2020

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And I'm noticing it even more now that I recognize it as the same damn thing I was noticing among the left years ago.
Remember about three years ago when the left decided they suddenly knew their ass from a hole in the ground about Nazis? And Nazis were now the biggest threat to everything ever? And you should always punch Nazis? And hey, you got that dopamine rush because it's GOOD hatred and violence if it's against Nazis? And, conveniently, how suddenly everyone to the right of creepy uncle Biden was suddenly a Nazi? Or a Nazi affiliate, which is just as bad?
Of course, this was being done by people who could neither throw a punch nor identify a Nazi two falls out of three, and it's made the left look like drooling idiots ever since.
Well, the right looks to have jumped on a similar bandwagon.
But it's not against Nazis.
No, their preferred free hate ride is...
Pedos.
Because pedophiles are the biggest threat to everything ever, right? And Epstein didn't kill himself. And he was conveniently attached to every Democrat politician and Hollywood liberal you've ever heard of? And California's legalized pedophilia now? And pedos should all be thrown in a wood chipper? And it's a dopamine rush because it's GOOD hatred and violence if it's against pedos?
I get it.
We're all scared, pissed-off people who've spent *checks* at least 25 weeks in a pressure cooker out there. And if we can't get someone to blame, we can at least find someone to hate without the guilt of hating on another human.
But, like I pointed out to leftists years ago in that's not a Nazi 101, pedos ain't exactly what you think they are.
Case in point, California's new law.
And this is me, folks. I'm the first to admit California's a feudal cesspool.
But SB-145 didn't make that any worse.
The only thing it really changed was giving gay teenagers the same chance as straight teenagers to not wind up on an offender registry.
The age of consent in California is still 18.
The ten-year age difference (or Romeo and Juliet provision) that made violating that a misdemeanor with judicial discretion as opposed to an automatic felony and offender registry was already on the books. But it only applied to vaginal sex. SB-145 applied it to oral and anal sex as well. And as a friend pointed out, news flash: that's a pretty big part of how queer people have sex.
The only thing that changed with that bill is gay teenagers now have a chance to NOT wind up on a registry for doing the same thing straight ones are.
The bill had the support of a slew of organizations that deal with sex crimes against children on a regular basis for a reason. And that reason was to stop cluttering up the offender registry with queer teenagers with the bad luck to be caught with their lovers and save the space for the actual predators, thank you very much.
So the next time you wanna thump your chest and go, "huh, huh, woodchipper go brrrrr," realize that you look just as terminally dense as a soft-handed leftist who couldn't tell a nuisance from a Nazi.
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So, you're a good one with a gun?

9/3/2020

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Good.
Try not to shoot any of the others.
Or get shot by them.
About 7 or 8 million people decided to own their first gun this year. Fortunately, in this country they have that right. They also have the responsibility to know the whys and wherefores of using one in legally, morally, and tactically sound manners.
I mention this because in the last month I've seen two incidents where, if you turn your head and squint at it, good ones with guns have shot each other. As you can probably guess, this isn't an ideal outcome and one that should be avoided.
Many of these new gun owners have somewhat adjusted their politics to realize that certain agencies that have been overworked since January and actively rioted against since June may not have the capacity to protect them after all. I've met several, and coached quite a few through DM's.
(Onesies and twosies weren't so adjusted that they didn't turn around later and scream publicly about why gun-toting libertarians weren't coming out to shoot at police to defend liberals. I swear to Odin, that shit happens again, I'm going straight to the gun closeted little fucker's wall with a hearty announcement of, "Oh, so THIS is what it's like to suck a family values Republican's cock when his wife's not home! Fascinating! Leggo my hair, fucker, I know what I'm doing."
People piss me off sometimes. End sidebar. )
Personally, I'm a "the Second Amendment is for everyone" kind of guy. Carrying a weapon has been the sign of a free person in multiple cultures for thousands of years, and I think anyone willing to take on the responsibilities should be free to exercise that right.
I also have a great fondness for America as it has been until recently: a capitalist representative republic with a great deal of respect for rule of law. I say this because I think, more than any other nation on earth, America at least TRIES to be equitable and just, even to the point of weakening itself as a country by strengthening its citizens. And when America finds out it's fucked up, it works to fix it. America will even fix a fix if it turns out the fix was more fucked up than the fuckup. (Look up Prohibition, it'll make sense).
Beats the fuck out of other systems that give lip service to equality while hosing down the blood from last time (every form of communism) or laughing at the very thought of its existence (caste structures, imperialism, feudalism).
I do NOT want us to degenerate into an alternative rule of law. I don't care if post-apocalyptic warlording is a growth industry. I already changed careers twice.
So while I don't believe overthrow and/or civil war is currently the way to go, I do believe that leaving those on the table as viable options is a key to making the whole thing work in the first place. And hey, it also means we have viable means of taking care of more local problems, too.
(Those of you who do advocate overthrow and/or civil war at the moment can show yourselves out. And protip: discussing such on Facebook is very much a rookie mistake. Have a nice day.)
There's a lot of articles, books, and seminars out there about the legal side of self-defense with guns, and gods alone know there's a deluge of ink and footage out there about the tactical, but I want to talk about the moral. Not any particular morality in general, but pointing out the moral decisions you're going to have to face now that you're armed.
(For further reading, bare minimum you should start with "The Legalities of Shooting people" by Larry Correia. It's a fast and fun article.
Moving on from there, the books Deadly Force by Mossad Ayoob and What You Don't Know Can Kill You by Marc MacYoung should be your next two reads.
If you're not willing to do this, stop reading and sell your gun. Right now. Sell it back to the shop you got it from for 60% of what you paid for it and consider it a life lesson. I guarantee you it's the cheapest, most painless ending possible.)
So I'm going to describe two incidents and look at what better and worse calls may have been. Yes, they are roughly drawn from real life, but I want to take a step back from them. Lets us go into theoreticals without disappearing down a "what if" hole. Don't bring in details from the actual incident that I don't mention. Just look at what everyone sees, and put yourself in their shoes.
*   *   *   *   *
Our first shooter is Lorry. Lorry is trying to make ends meet in a lousy year working for a ride-sharing service. Lorry drops off his last passenger and makes a turn down a side road that should let him head for home.
Instead, the side road ends with people curb-to-curb and deeper than the intersection. No traffic was blocked off to warn him, just enough excitement for him to barely make it to the stop sign. Protesters, rioters, it's all semantics at this point. Several scream and thump on his car. In front of his hood, one man carrying a rifle raises the muzzle. Lorry draws his own pistol.
There is no way out for Lorry but in reverse, and that will still make him a sitting duck for the rifle. Driving into the crowd might stop the rifleman, but definitely will hurt innocent people. And the car eventually will be stopped, and Lorry will be taken from it.
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Our second shooter is Joel. Joel's been doing the protest thing for a while now, and settled into being a medic. He carries a concealed pistol, but has never had to use it.
One night at the protests, Joel hears gunfire and screaming. A man with a rifle runs past him. Joel, seeing that he can catch up to the running man soon enough, draws his pistol and takes off after him.
*   *   *   *   *
Our third shooter is Rick. Rick decided he wanted to join the protests. And since his state is open carry, he decided to go armed with a rifle at the same time. Rick and his wife, who's not that mobile and walks with a cane, go out and protest. They find like-minded individuals, they see, they're seen, and generally have a good time.
As they walk down a city street, a car comes roaring up a side street on their left. Seeing how many people surround him, how far he won't get with his wife in tow, and memories of what he heard about Charolettesville in his head, Rick turns to face the car and raises his rifle.
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Our fourth shooter is Dennis. Denis is, like Rick, armed with a rifle at the protests.
Dennis got separated from his group at the protest. Before he could get his bearings, Someone jumped out from the crowd, swinging a hammer at his head. Dennis shot the man with the hammer, only to see everyone in the crowd turn right toward him. Dennis turned and ran for his life.
*   *   *   *   *
You can probably guess where I ripped these headlines from. But it's important to see that what I'm describing can happen to anyone, anywhere.
I can sit up here and say, "don't go stupid places with stupid people to do stupid things."
I'd probably be right.
But we're rapidly approaching times when that might not be an option. Something you know nothing about happening a mile from your home can spark a riot by the time you remember you need groceries.
You'll hear about the legal responsibilities over and over again, especially if you do your readings. But I wanted to throw a little empathy into the mix. I wanted to emphasize that none of these people are action heroes. They're people who've been in the same suck for the last *checks* 24 weeks as everybody else.
Out of the real-life inspiration for these shooters, one is dead, one is mutilated, and two are in the legal system as I speak.
And the legal system for a justified shooting is an empathic hell.
I cannot stress that enough. The only experience I've ever heard of that's even remotely analogous to killing in self-defense but facing charges anyway is pressing charges against your own rapist.
You get viciously attacked, you do what everyone tells you is the right thing to do, and now the cops, the press, everyone who's ever heard of you and complete strangers are passing judgement on a few terrifying moments of your life. And they're doing it from the comforts of wherever they work and live, for hours and days and weeks on end. Everyone you've ever met gets hounded by the press for a soundbite. Even if you keep your job, your family, or your freedom, it gets thrown into chaos.
A lot of instructors will flat-out ask, "Do you believe you are capable of shooting someone?"
They're not just asking because it's a hard decision to even contemplate for someone who grew up in this country, but because of the world of suck waiting beyond that choice.
A lot of people will scoff and say, "better judged by twelve than carried by six."
That saying is stupid. Both by downplaying the world of suckage inherent in both of those outcomes and by ignoring the fact that those ain't the only choices.
Look at all four of our shooters.
They all made the choice to be there.
They all made the choice to be armed.
Maybe some were motivated by poverty like Lorry. Maybe they were motivated by good company like Rick. The choices to arm themselves AND enter protest zones upped their chances of having to make horrible decisions.
I'm not saying disarm yourself.
I'm saying pay attention to the full potential of what your decisions may come to.
Rose tints make shitty shooting glasses.
Take care of yourselves out there.
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